mix-of-emotion

It's the holidays

2010-06-06T14:25:00.002+08:00

Holidays???
Still like school dayz...
Anyway, better than normal days
~can rest~

LET'S ALL ENJOY ALL WE CAN BEFORE WE FACE THE 'DEATH' ( 'O' Level)

Take care,my friends

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HELP ME!!!!

2010-05-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

This blog is DEAD!!!
Some help with your tags...
or perhaps closing down the blog.
Anyway, finally got nitendo wii.
Fun
Interesting
Amazing
Fantastic

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Too happy-touch

2010-03-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

I am damn happy
I am very happy
I am happy
why?
Muhahaha...
A lot of why.
Staying with my family...not guardian
is a damn happy thing lo. Lols
got a touchy...yeh
can't wait for Friday

End Post 17-09

Freaking Piss Off!!!

2010-03-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today was fun until you said those stupid things.
Do you know that you really piss people off.
I guess you don't know cause you don't even bother admitting your mistakes.
@#*^&$$%^#$%^&*&^%$#
I really don't know what i can say.
@#$*&^%$#$%^&*
Damn piss off with you right now.
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*****

Tomorrow is the release of new snsd song and bio lesson too
Yeh!
17-9 End Post

Alice in wonderland

2010-03-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

When to watch "Alice in wonderland".
Nice and fantastic.
You guys should go and catch it.
Cool 3D effects.
Tomorrow got lesson...
There are so many days i can't wait to come
The fight between us will never end...never
I really had enough.

17-9 End Post

Haapy Birthday Taeyeon!!!!

2010-03-09T21:29:00.004+08:00

YOYOYO! Happy Birthday Taeyeon.
There is just so much to say.
There is bad and good.
Anyway,i will blog about it if i feel like it.
happy happy birthday again to you,taeyeon.

17-9 End Post

Feels not right

2010-03-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

When I fall*

a mu mal do pir yo eopt jyo na ui nun sog en ga deuk ha jyo geu daer hyang han geu seol le im i
아 무 말 도 필 요 없 죠 나 의 눈 속 엔 가 득 하 죠 그 댈 향 한 그 설 레 임 이
bo i na yo nae mam sog e geu sok sag im i sum gyeo wat deon ma eum jul lae
보 이 나 요 내 맘 속 에 그 속 삭 임 이 숨 겨 왔 던 마 음 줄 래 oh
nae son jab a jul lae na neo reur noh ji anh eul lae gi da ril kke yo o jig geu dae ha na man
내 손 잡 아 줄 래 나 너 를 놓 지 않 을 래 기 다 릴 께 요 오 직 그 대 하 나 만
cheot nun e ban hae beo rin geor sa rang e ppa jyeo beo rin geol
when I fall 첫 눈 에 반 해 버 린 걸 cuz when I fall 사 랑 에 빠 져 버 린 걸
si gan i meom chun geos gat a on se sang i nae geos gat a
시 간 이 멈 춘 것 같 아 온 세 상 이 내 것 같 아 I'm fall in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ X 2)
na reur bo neun geu mi so e nan kkum eur kkwo yo
나 를 보 는 그 미 소 에 난 꿈 을 꿔 요
dal kom ham e haeng bok hae seo kkae go sip jin anh a
달 콤 함 에 행 복 해 서 깨 고 싶 진 않 아
neu kki na yo du geun du geun tteol li neun nae mam eur bad a jwo
느 끼 나 요 두 근 두 근 떨 리 는 내 맘 을 받 아 줘
I wanna call u ma boo~ ma boo~
geu dae mam eur jul lae geu dae mam eur jul lae na hang sang gan jik hal lae yo o
그 대 맘 을 줄 래 ( 그 대 맘 을 줄 래 ) 나 항 상 간 직 할 래 요 ( 오 ~)
gi da ril kke yo o jig geu dae ha na man
기 다 릴 께 요 오 직 그 대 하 나 만
neo e ge ban hae beo rin geor ban hae beo rin geor
when I fall 너 에 게 반 해 버 린 걸 ( 반 해 버 린 걸 ~)
sa rang e ppa jyeo beo rin geor ppa jyeo beo rin geor
cuz when I fall 사 랑 에 빠 져 버 린 걸 ( 빠 져 버 린 걸 ~)
geu dae nae ge or geos gat a sim jang i teo jir geos gat a
그 대 내 게 올 것 같 아 심 장 이 터 질 것 같 아 I'm fall in love with u
eo du wot deon nae mam e bic i doe eo jun geu dae
어 두 웠 던 내 맘 에 빛 이 되 어 준 그 대
cha ga wot deon nae mam eur tta tteut ha ge hae
차 가 웠 던 내 맘 을 따 뜻 하 게 해
on se sang eur ha yah ge deop eo beo rin nae sa rang eur bad a jwo yo
온 세 상 을 하 얗 게 덮 어 버 린 내 사 랑 을 받 아 줘 요
sa rang hae geu daer yeong won hi na yak sok hal kke yo
사 랑 해 그 댈 영 원 히 나 약 속 할 께 요
da reun sa ram eun an dwae da reun sa ram eun silh eo
다 른 사 람 은 안 돼 다 른 사 람 은 싫 어
cheot nun e ban hae beo rin geor ban hae beo rin geor
when I fall (when I fall) 첫 눈 에 반 해 버 린 걸 ( 반 해 버 린 걸 ~)
sa rang e ppa jyeo beo rin geor ppa jyeo beo rin geor
cuz when I fall 사 랑 에 빠 져 버 린 걸 ( 빠 져 버 린 걸 ~)
si gan i meom chun geos gat a on se sang i nae geos gat a
시 간 이 멈 춘 것 같 아 온 세 상 이 내 것 같 아 I'm fall in love with u
I'm fall in love with u

TRANSLATIONS

*When I fall*

There’s no need for words,
Deep inside of my eyes it’s clear and full
Of my feelings towards you
Would you give me your heart, that was whisperingly hid
Hold my hands
I will never let you go
I will wait for you, and only you

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

At your smiles, I dream
I don't ever want to wake up from the sweet happiness
I'm happy with the sweetness,
So I don't want to wake up.
Can you feel it?
Please accept my heart.
I wanna call u ma boo~ ma boo~
Could you give me your heart? (Could you give me your heart)
I’ll always treasure it (Oh~)
I will wait for you, and only you

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

Within my dark heart
You became my light.
My heart that was once cold
You've warmed it up.
Accept my love that has coated the world white
I love you, I will promise you
That anyone else won’t do, don’t like anyone else.

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

17-9 End Post -3,6,7 more days

Feels not right

2010-03-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

Bottled UP feelings

2010-02-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

There is many things i feel like saying it out but don't have the mood to even bring it up.
All i'm thinking now is common test, 16 more days and am i really a good for nothing.
I have never forget about what had happen.
I tried to achieve something but it just seems that i have nothing at all.
Hiding a feeling is not easy at all.

Common test is just next week and i'm SO NOT prepare.
I don't care re re re re re is totally off this week.
We have to care cause it's the common test week and the competition week.
But i'm still sad over that. T.T

let's talk about 16 more days...
Can't wait for that day to come.
If only i have the time and money,i will pass it to you personally...
but sad to say,i do not have the time and money.

17-9 End Post

Hates having this sick feeling!!!

2010-02-08T17:08:00.002+08:00

Had high fever(39.4 degrees)
3 days MC
and many test lining up this week.
Really,i hate this feeling.
It's really bad.
vomit,stomach pain and headache.
I could just go and 'bang' the wall.
Not feeling good at all.
guess it's all for now.

17-9 End Post

Wallet lost!

2010-02-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

Bad day or good day?
Bad day because i lost my wallet.
Good day because went out.
Ate chocolate journey at Haagen Dazs.
Hopefully i'm able to find until my wallet on monday.
'if'
'if'
'if'
Totally into 'if'
There is a change
A change so obvious
'Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,
is for fear that you may turn your face away, and
you and I may drift further apart'

17-9 End Post

Please,not again-not now

2010-02-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

Once,it was this.
Now,it is that.
Wish,Dream and World.
Yesterday,had bad headache.
Can't study for today test at all.
'FAIL'
Due to some request,i guess i have to stop decreasing the temperature.
As i mention before,it's the brand new me uhh!
Whatever it is,this year will be a better me lah.
Can't sleep...restless.
DAMN,DAMn,DAmn,Damn,damn
Many events lining up.
Not as busy as a bee;but as busy as a flee(i know it's making no sense)
Opps! I think the temperature just dropped by one degree.
Please forgive! XD
I really wish...things could be like XXXX.

17-9 End Post

OH-Oh-oh!

2010-01-31T20:58:00.003+08:00

Get want to get out of this situation.
Enough of it!
One after another...
Never ending?
'I am not the person you knew before'
You think you know...but actually you don,t know anything 'bout me at all.
My thoughts...
My feelings...
You don't know at all

17-9 End Post

17-9

2010-01-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

OH! Can't believe that this is happening to me.
I'm not myself today.
Felt troubled...there just this thing within.
Maths test...don't know how to do 2 question at first but after the last 10 minutes,
Guess what? I knew how to do the question. '... let me realise hope'
Lols...Jurong island...music during the trip.
'Things will never be the same as before'
'BRAND NEW...'
OMM,training tomorrow.

17-9 End Post!

Wish...that day would never come

2010-01-24T16:55:00.002+08:00

Is best not to mention about somethings.
Math,english homework.
Chemistry test tomorrow.
All the homework and revision have to be done today and i have only just started doing my homework.
OMM...what is there i could do?

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The truth hurts...

2010-01-21T18:35:00.002+08:00

Homework: increase by 50%
OMG...running out of money fast.
The time will keep on going
not going to stop.
Tomorrow math test...formula!!!
Damn...
Will be damn busy tomorrow and on saturday.
Knowing the truth is like knowing another thing but
knowing the truth can also get oneself hurt.
There is reason to everything but
it's just too difficult to explain at times.
Some say it’s not over ’till it’s over
Guess this is really over now

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A tough week ahead.

2010-01-18T20:33:00.001+08:00

Watched 'picture this'.
Nice,i should say.
Nothing much to talk about.
Wednesday: Math test
Thursday: Chemistry test
Friday: Math test again
Saturday: Biology test
This is how tough our lives can get.

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

It's obvious,really

2010-01-17T21:20:00.002+08:00

Friday:Orientation-NCC open house
Taking photos...and normal stuff.

Saturday:
Spent 4 hours posting picture onto NCC blog.
After that,when to attend something.

Today:
Doing my homework.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Can't be fake through.
Can't hide the fact.
If only there is a replay button.
It's time to let go.
Carrying on just make things worst.
All that could happen is just to put on a show,
act that it's like nothing at all.
The outcome is like fixed.
Can changes be made to it?
Lie,because of care or is it because of the fact?
All that could be done is just to face the fact.

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~ XD

Going Up!

2010-01-11T19:37:00.002+08:00

'We must fall down in order to learn to stand up!'
Today got back maths test...result is unacceptable!!!
Full of careless mistakes.
Shall take these mistakes as a fall and it's time to get back up.
-It's all just a matter of time-

~END POST~ ~ ~

Live on!

2010-01-10T21:44:00.004+08:00

Tuesday-SP
Friday-TP
Saturday-Flag Day
Body aches...
This year='O' level=more study=more books=more weight!!!

OMG!!!Tomorrow math test follow by chemistry on thursday then bio on sat.

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

can’t fake through this pain

2010-01-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

This feeling is just strange.
The coldness in you is bringing pain.
This pain can't be fake through.
You know it but still,you are doing it.
Just don't understand.
Is this how you want it to go.
Is this how you want it to be.

Woosh! This year,things are going to be tough.
At lease a test a week!!!
It's just all about rushing this year.

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

This is just how it goes

2010-01-05T20:55:00.002+08:00

Sometime,we have to lie.
But,we lie because we have no choice.
I'm trying to make things better this year.
'O'Levels...the fear for this year.
Today had test.
Rushed to do finish the essay questions for bio today.
Have to redo the ncc newsletter by changing it into a brochures.
Really...busy.
Maths,only 3 chapter done.

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

2 times

2010-01-02T14:10:00.003+08:00

First time-
Just get to know each other.
Second time-
Know more about each other.

Sometimes,
it does not mean that if you are a failure,
you will always be.
If chances are given,
people will tend to improve.
You can't just assume that someone have no standard.
Each time a chance is given,there will be improvement.

People will make mistake and you can't really expect perfection.
Nothing is perfect...

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

XD

2009-12-29T16:07:00.003+08:00

Less than a week and school reopen.
3 test...
in one week?
Damn,still got 9 units of maths.

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

About the trip

2009-11-27T15:53:00.005+08:00

It's a 4 days 3 nights trip.
On the first day,woke up at 4plus in the morning.
Have to reach school by 5.30.
After reaching school,load my luggage up the bus and waited...
Waiting...
Finally,everyone is present and we get on the bus.
On the bus,*Yawn*.
Reach airport,check in and ate breakfast.
Time is ticking...
Get on the plane and off i go.
During the flight,something came into my mine.
The thing is a joke...
It goes like this:passport and money is all you need to be able to FLY in the sky.
...
Reach KL airport.
Took a coach to our hotel.
It's just great...2 to 3 hours journey.
After 30 minutes,we came to a stop.
Went to buy snacks and drinks.
*Back on the bus*
Just can't get to sleep...so just look out of the window till...
lunch time.
Got off the bus and rushed to the washroom to answer the call of nature. XD
Had lunch...the food is nice.
After lunch,back on the bus and to the hotel.
...
blah blah blah.
Got room key and enter the room.
3 person per room. 2 beds per room.
So we putted the two beds together.
Then...
blah blah blah.(Too much to write about so have to cut) XD
Called room service.
Slept at about 1 plus reaching 2.

Next day-Day 2
Morning call 2 times but still,heard it but back to sleep
Almost late...
Had our breakfast and then...
start our activities.

Went into the cave...amazing great!
Went back to hotel and wash up...
To the orphanage.
On the way...a new game is invented.
"dodging game"-what we called it.
Do some clearing up at the orphanage.
Back hotel.
Room service.
Slept late again.

Day 3*- the day when i can see alot of TREES*- XD
So late...Only had like 5 to 10 minutes to wash up and have our breakfast
Had water rafting(the best activity)
Blah Blah Blah
After lunch,left for High-rope Obstacle Course
Back to hotel,our dinner is packed food.
I only ate like 4 mouths...no mood at that moment.
Went swimming...cold.
Room service again...very night without a fail.
Slept at 12 plus reaching 1.

Last day-Day 4
Almost late again.
This time is like don't even have the time to eat but luckily,
got extra time for us to eat. XD
long hour ride again.
So tired...listen to music and slept for the whole jouney.
On our way to berjaya time square,i saw Twin Tower and a poster.
Berjaya time square
Twin Tower(the picture is blur,so sorry)
The POSTER!!! The brand name is EDWIN!
Went shopping.Brought clothes...a long wanted clothes
At KL airport,brought chocolate...
~END~of the trip

Sorry that i didn't got you anything when you actually got me something. XD
Nothing much this week.
Went to school for maths classes.
Next week,the same but plus chemistry.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Watcha Say Lyrics

[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Bridge]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Short Post

2009-11-23T18:13:00.002+08:00

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Have not been posting lately.
About the trip,
if i have time then i will blog about it.
Have to start studying...
Have not play audi for some time.
Just changed my blogskin. XD

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

TITD!!!

2009-11-13T18:43:00.003+08:00

TITD=Tomorrow Is The Day
I'm afraid...
not because of the trip
but is because of what will happen to me when i'm back
Will i be in trouble?
Just don't know why.
Got this strange feeling in within.
Just got scolded today that's why having this strange feeling.
NVM...just hope for the better.
Tomorrow have to reach school by 5.20am.
Have to sleep early tonight.
Hope all of your enjoy your holiday

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

Overseas trip

2009-11-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

I will just keep it short.
This sat is the day...
the day i will be going for an overseas trip.
Tomorrow going to buy some stuff.
Okay...it's short...XD

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Tomorrow have meeting

2009-11-11T19:42:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow have meeting.*dawn*
Only 1 and a half day to pack for the trip...
Don't even know have that much time a not.

~BLOGGING~ ~ ~ ~XD
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HAPPY!

2009-11-10T18:33:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to post about.
Went to school in the morning for meeting then...
something not really expected happen.
Finally...after such a long time,
i am playing audi.

~END POST~ ~ ~

Truth And False

2009-11-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

How would i know if you are telling the truth or false?
Are you trying to let me know that it's impossible,
or you just want me to let go or what?
If this is what you want then i will do it.
As long as you are happy,then i will do it...
Can you tell me whether is this what you want?
Somethings are just not going to be how it's like.
I have totally no idea what to do now.

Went to IKEA to shop for furniture...
Had headache again.
Nothing much to blog about.

'When I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better'

'The beat is not going to stop,
unless you stop the beat or keep it going'

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

HAPPINESS! HURT!

2009-11-07T10:23:00.005+08:00

'Nothing is impossible'
But someone let me realise that there is things which are impossible.
I wll try,try that i had never...
Giving you happiness even though it will hurt.
I will have to lie to myself by saying that 'i am alright'
I will show that i am alright even if i am not.

'trying to take it as i had never,
is something difficult to do.'
'trying to push him to you,
is something which hurts alot'
'trying to let it go,
is something i can't really do it'

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

Holding it back

2009-11-06T13:56:00.005+08:00

If you are not being known for your existence,how will you feel?
If your friends are having fun or having some event,
and you're being left out,
how will you feel? Not just hurt,but very hurt.
I tried to hold back,
but the pain is too much.
Keeping silence,
trying to get over it.
Why is it only when we get back,things will be better?
But it only lasted for 1 to 2 days.
After that,everything is changed...becoming worst?
Does it seems that people care about me?
I will try to get over it,
try to bear with it,
try to hold it back,
without letting anyone getting hurt.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Boys Like Girls
Two Is Better Than One lyrics

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

~END POST~ ~ ~After reading back the post you wrote,
the someone else you love should be him if I’m not wrong.

TODAY

2009-11-02T19:55:00.003+08:00

Today is just today.
Just an ordinary day.
Nothing much.
Yup,it's still going on.
Nothing to talk about.

'You won't be lonely,
even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,'

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

Can't take it

2009-11-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

Too much things is bothering me now.
Angry and sadness is filling in me today.
Even if things is going back to how it is,
i guess that it will only stay there...
Nothing is gonna change at all.
Nothing at all...

Will things for me be better tomorrow?
Or it's just gonna be the same as before?

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~ ~

i still care

2009-10-30T21:34:00.002+08:00

I may be doing this but i still care...
Am i only needed when it comes to school stuff?
I really still care but it's just not the time to stop yet.
If you really want to be back to how it is,
try your best then.
Maybe using back the way you used last time by starting a conversation?
You used to sent messages and calls but now,things seems to be different.
I will...i will try my best to get use of the feeling of a knife in my heart.
That's one of the reason why am i doing this cause i do not want the hurt in my heart.
~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

Break Your Heart

2009-10-25T18:09:00.006+08:00

Taio Cruz
Break Your Heart lyrics

Woah Woah

Now listen to me baby
Before I love and leave yah
(Oh oh oh oh)
They call me heart-breaker
I don't wanna decive yaaah
(Oh oh oh oh)

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I might tear you apart
Told yah from the start
Baby from the start

I'm only gonna break break your
Break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break your
Break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break your
Break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break your
Break break ya heart

Woah Woah

There's no point trying to hide
(Oh oh oh oh)
No point trying to erase me
(Oh oh oh oh)
I know I gotta problem
By doing this behavour
(Oh oh oh oh)

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I might tear you apart
Told you from the start
Baby, from the start

I'm only gonna break break
Ya break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break
Ya break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break
Ya break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break
Ya break break ya heart

(Woaah woaah)
(Woaah woaah)
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Added a few songs.
Having headache the whole day.
Went to sleep for 2 hours.
Woke up and start blogging.
Nothing much to blog about.
Just hopping that things could be better for me tomorrow.

END POST~ ~ ~ ~

2009-10-24T15:55:00.002+08:00

I guess i am having a very miserable time now.
Since that day,i tried to be happy but deep inside,
SADNESS...
Not sure about you but it seems that it's nothing to you ba.
Each time you have eye contact with him,
you seems so happy.

Yesterday it was suppose to be a fun day but ended up in a mess.
Was like WTH!!!Why does it have to be like this.

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Existence

2009-10-18T20:57:00.003+08:00

The past few days nothing much.
Friday went out,Saturday went out again.
Same goes for today.
Tomorrow is Monday,no plans for tomorrow yet.

If like this could make things better,
then i have no choice but to ...
Things could just change w/o you knowing.
Everything may seems alright but it's not.

When you exist in this world and your existence is not known,
the feeling is just bad.

A few more days and school holiday.
School holiday and normal school days makes no difference.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Song title: 最愛還是你

沒開口的話怎樣才能懂
我好想把畫面倒帶回頭
你留在我心中熟悉的表情
每個溫暖純白的記憶穿越了距離

擁擠的人潮沒有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就會笑
不要說對不起也不要問原因
就讓世界不停的向前別忘記從前

最愛還是你　這是我的決定
像宇宙相對的星　互相吸引
慢慢就會靠近　還是要愛你
時間會證明　我愛你的勇氣
牽著你的手　才知道是永久

這一次我放棄了所有
是為了再與你相遇

最愛還是你　這是我的決定
像宇宙相對的星　互相吸引
慢慢就會靠近　還是要愛你
時間會證明　我愛你的勇氣
牽著你的手　才知道是永久

一輩子不放手

Lyrics (Hanyu pinyin)mei kai kou de hua zen yang cai neng dong
wo hao xiang ba hua mian dao dai hui tou
ni liu zai wo xin zhong shou xi de biao qing
mei ge wen nuan chun bai de ji yi chuan yue le ju li

yong ji de ren chao mei you ren zhi dao
wo tou tou xiang ni zui jiao jiu hui xiao
bu yao shuo dui bu qi ye bu yao wen yuan yin
jiu rang shi jie bu ting de xiang qian bie wang ji cong qian

zui ai hai shi ni zhe shi wo de jue ding
xiang yu zhou xiang dui de xing hu xiang xi yin
man man jiu hui kao jin hai shi yao ai ni
shi jian hui zheng ming wo ai ni de yong qi
qian zhe ni de shou cai zhi dao shi yong jiu

zhe yi ci wo fang qi le suo you
shi wei le zai yu ni xiang yu

zui ai hai shi ni zhe shi wo de jue ding
xiang yu zhou xiang dui de xing hu xiang xi yin
man man jiu hui kao jin hai shi yao ai ni
shi jian hui zheng ming wo ai ni de yong qi
qian zhe ni de shou cai zhi dao shi yong jiu

yi bei zi bu fang shou

Translation
How do we understand the unspoken words
I wanted so much to rewind the image
The familiar expression you left in my heart
Every warm and pure white memories surpassed our distance

In the crowd, no one knew
My lips would be in a smile just thinking of you
Don't say sorry and don't ask the reason
Let this world keeps going, don't forget the past

You are still the one I love the most, it's my decision
Like the opposite stars in the universe attracted to each other
They will slowly get closer, I still have to love you
Time will prove the courage of my love for you
It's when holding your hand I'll know what forever is

This time I give up everything
Just to meet you again

You are still the one I love the most, it's my decision
Like the opposite stars in the universe attracted to each other
They will slowly get closer, I still have to love you
Time will prove the courage of my love for you
It's when holding your hand I know what forever is

Never letting go
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~ ~

2009-10-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

Autumn is just so great...NICE.

EXAMS ARE OVER

2009-10-11T12:17:00.002+08:00

Hey! Finally can put a stop to sleeping late due to studying!!!
Sianz!!!Can't go to MT OPHIR...
Been sleeping late lately...slept at 12 plus and woke up at 4 plus,
all bcause of studying.

We must learn to forgive and forget in order to have a lasting friendship.
So relax...nothing much to do...watch T.V the whole day lo.

And ya...many conflict and things is happening...
It's everywhere around me...

Need a break...

~END POST~ ~ ~ ~

Exams are coming

2009-10-03T11:09:00.007+08:00

Justin Bieber
One Time lyrics

Ay,ay,ay,ay,ay,ay,ay,ay
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, (one time), I'm a tell you one time
me plus you, (one time), I'm a tell you one time

One Time, (one time)
One Time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
So we gon keep keep climbin till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
When your hurt (Im not right)

Chorus:

& girl your my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl, always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
(hey)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world (your world) is my world
And my fight (my fight) is your fight
My breath (is your breath) is your breath
When your hurt (Im not right?)

Chorus:

& girl your my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need and I'm a tell her one time
One Time, One Time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause she is the one (for
me?.hayayayea?)
& girl

Chorus:

You're my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love
you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, (one time) I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, (one time) I'm a tell you one time

One Time (one time)
One Time
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

We are difting further and further apart.
The elastic band that is holding us will snap anytime.
Getting you back by myself will not be an easy task
but if the other party would be willing to help to pull it back,
it will be damn easy.

Exam is just 2 days away.
Had a deal with someone.
I believed if we do our best,
it will not be a problem.

Yesterday...brought carrot cake after school.
WHY? Because $#@!@!$#@$#$#$#@$%@$%(haha...don't feel like saying it)
Ai ya...if i would to compare the percent of homework given to the
percentage of time i have to do it,
it will be 100:0.0001.
Can you actually believed it.

I have almost ended my friendship with someone once,
now i am afraid that it will happen again.
I tried not to care but it just seem that i can't do it.
I always forgive and forget but whatever it is,
something or someone will make it recalled in within me.
Maybe,i am not fit to be a good friend.

And yea...yesterday on my way into the MRT station,
i met someone.
He/She said something and i reply "no".
Isn't that the best answer...stating thr fact is the right thing.
I actually did not hesitate to reply back that answer.
Ahh...nothing is just going to change the fact.
Tomorrow or Together will come first?
My mind should be in exam mode now and not in this mode!!!!!

There is just too much things going on around me.
Have to get hold of ourselves to see a better tomorrow.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR EOY!!!!

~END POST~ ~ ~I don’t say anything doesn’t mean that I don’t care

Feeling troubled

2009-09-26T12:01:00.004+08:00

If i am happy,it doesn't mean that i am all right.
Friendship is fragile.
The higher the percentage,
the higher the chances of ending the friendship.
PARTY A-20%
PARTY B-50%
PARTY C-50%
PARTY D-98%

The time with had with each other is lesser
I have been hiding alot of truth,
just didn't want to let it out.
How much more of such miserable and craps problems do i have to bear?
All this is just driving me insane.
As you can see,
i have been kind of cold towards you lately.
Reason being,we are drifting further and further apart.

~END POST~ ~ ~

2009-09-21T13:54:00.003+08:00

I am so piss off.
Yeh...he/she said that he/she will change
but ended up,no changes.
Sorry doesn't solve everything.
Whatever...i can't care more.

When i am able to get hold of it,
it will lose grip and i will have to get it back.

K...the think is too much homework.
have to refer back.
and the problem is i have not completed my homework.
WTH...how stress is it now.
Just a few more day and my whole person will be stress out.
I can't believe that i actually went out yesterday till 11p.m
when i have only done 1/4 of my homework.
No matter how fast i rush to do my homework,i don't
think that i will be able to finish.

~END POST~

tomorrow is a new term

2009-09-13T21:40:00.003+08:00

The Camp...k la.
it's only that i have been eating rice for the whole camp.

Tomorrow is the start of a new term.
and what's more is that there is test tomorrow.

Nothing must to add on.
It would be better if i just keep somethings to myself
and it will never be known unless i let it out.

~End Post~

2009-09-05T11:32:00.001+08:00

只好让礼物安静躺在我口袋
zhi hao rang li wu an jing tang zai wo kou dai

宁愿看着你跟他快乐聊到笑开
zhu yuan kan zhu ni gen ta kuai le liao dao xiao kai

你不会爱我的爱我明白
ni bu hui ai wo de ai wo ming bai

你的最爱那一块哪天我才存在
ni de zui ai na yi kuai na tian wo cai cun zai

我不会爱你的爱受伤害
wo bu hui ai ni de ai shou shang hai

所以宁愿安静的等待
suo yi zhu yuan an jing de deng dai

K...got back result...
Spec course is just 3 days away
The date is postpond to 8 sep instead of 7
but whatever it is,it's still a 4 days 3 night camp
which also means that i will be back on friday.

~End Post~ ~ ~

2009-08-30T16:28:00.002+08:00

Went for a haircut today which cost me $17.
...
Nothing much to talk about,
just hoping that this strange feeling will be gone.
Are we really drifting further and further away?

~E.D(End Post)~

2009-08-30T00:24:00.002+08:00

The time now is 12:24 a.m and i am still awake,
it's sunday now...

Why is it that i am having this strange feeling in me?
Could it be because of love,friendship or what?
Since monday,i have always had this strange feelings in me.

Should i give it another try by asking her?
Better not as the answer is obvious...

~E.P(End Post)~

2009-08-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

When you have done something wrong,
it will never change even you said sorry.

The wound may have heal but it will leave a scar there...

9 more days to spec course,
8 more days to sunday,
7 more days to saturday,
6 more days to getting back report book,
5 more days to getting bio test paper(if i am not wrong),
4 more days to math remedial(not sure have anot),
3 more days to tuesday,
2 more days to a new week in school,
1 more day to tomorrow...

Yesterday was fun,
stayed back till 6 plus...
And yea...many things is happenng around me.

If i would to ask her again,what will be her answer.
100% the same answer...
0% the answer will be different...

P.S~today will be sleeping late~ ~E.P(End Post)~

2009-08-23T21:44:00.001+08:00

NAIL IN THE FENCE

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper.

His Father gave him a bag of nails
and told him that every time he lost his
temper, he must hammer a nail into the back
of the fence.

The first day the boy had
driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his
anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered
it was easier to hold his temper than to
drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the ! day came when the boy didn't
lose his temper at all. He told his father
about it and the father suggested that the
boy now pull out one nail for each day that he
was able to hold his temper.

The days passed and the young boy was finally
able to tell his father that all the nails
were gone. The father took his son by the
hand and led him to the fence He said, "You
have done well, my son, but look at the
holes in the fence. The fence will never be
the same. When you say things in anger,
they leave a scar just like this one. You can put
a knife in a man and draw it out.

It won't matter how many times you say "I'm
sorry", the wound is still there. A verbal
wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They
make you smile and encourage you to succeed.
They lend an ear, they share words of praise
and they always want to open their hearts to us."

Just a little story which most of you have heard before

~End post~ ~ ~may tomorrow be a better day for me

2009-08-23T18:43:00.002+08:00

Slept at 12a.m plus then woke up at 8.
After that,went out...
Nothing much to say,
just keep it short.

Tomorrow have english test,
my worse sudject...how will i fair for it?

~end post~

Let the fate decides

2009-08-22T13:22:00.002+08:00

I am alright now...back to cheerful again?
OMG!!!...spec course is on 7,8,9 and 10 of sep.
I wll have to miss 3 extra maths lesson and 3 biology lesson.
Even thought going for bio lesson is not compulsary,
I STILL WANT TO GO.
What's more is that mr.yeo is going to teach new chapter
and i will have to miss on that.

I have been sleeping late this week especially wednesday
I learnt all the 8 chapters in bio when i only need to learnt 4.
At that moment,i felt like a stupid...how will i fair for my bio?
Because of that,i slept at 12 plus...then woke up at 6 plus...

let the fate decides...that's the answer

~I shall end my post here then~ ~ ~ ~ ~

2009-08-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

This whole week is just test,test and test again.
Next week is common test(test again).

To carry on living,we will have to expect the unexpected.
Just wish that the unexpected is not something that will bring my whole life down.

What can i say...treasure all the time you have,
we never know what will happen the next minute...or should i say next second

The chemistry test is just "great",
doing a test on a topic which i had never learn before.
For math test(2 question on graph),it's alright...
it's just that i do not have time to check my paper.
I wasted too much time on drawing the first graph,
I had to redo the first graph for 3 times.

~I shall end my post here~ XDD >.< :]

2009-08-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

Time flies really fast when we are enjoying...
Why can't time just pause when we are enjoying?...

My whole life is down,
there is nothing i could do...
I can only wait,
waiting for meritcals to happen...

My heart is beating very fast when i want to tell you the truth...
but i do not have the courage to face the truth...

Even if i would to tell you the truth,
i know what will be your reply...

How worse can my life still get?...

2009-08-02T15:34:00.001+08:00

Drops of tears dipping down...the feeling of sadness in within.
Feel like being back as how we are but each time you and him...makes me dont wanna get back to how it's like.
something so simple is now so complicating...
X.X Dont know what's going on now X.X

2009-07-26T14:11:00.000+08:00

When my wound is healing,he stabbed me again.Each time he stab me,its gets more and more painful...i am reaching my limits...i cant tolerate any longer.Not only are you hurt but i am too,i just do not want to see you being so unhappy over me and him...i have thought about this and i decided this could be the only solution...if you could think of other solution,that would better...probably i would agree to that solution of yours...
so hurt...

2009-07-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

Everything is changing...rainbows is like beautiful memories but it will eventually fade off...even if it's faded off,it will always be on my mind.

2009-07-11T17:06:00.000+08:00

It is another day,a day that do not makes much difference...the only difference is homework i guess.Not much of fun lately...nothing much...end post.

2009-07-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

Nothing much today...just post for the sake of posting

2009-06-24T12:46:00.000+08:00

I am now at my guardian office helping her to do work(pasting)...nothing much to say

2009-06-20T16:18:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be father's day...yeahoo...my wound is recoving quite fast.I am gald about that and i rush to do finish all my homework yesterday...thats all i have to say...this week is going smoothly for me.

2009-06-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

oww...sad that i cant go for tomorrow class outing. "this month isn't my month"

1st week of june

2009-06-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

What can i say about the first week of june?Boring and driving me crazy!I was sick and unable to attend the spec course.After eating my meals,i will just stay on the bed watching television...worse when there is no show,there is nothing i could do when i am sick.Sleep...sleep and sleep again...now i have recover.That was just so great.First time having sure a high fever(40.3 degrees).Still have to go back to school when i recover.SAD.Whats more is that there will still be a NCC camp coming up.First week of june is just not a holiday to me.

2009-04-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

THINKING OF TOMORROW MAKES ME WANNA DIE TODAY!!!
Friday are suppose to be fun but now is not...
I HATE IT!

2009-04-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

Changed the blogskin but the picture is just not shown.Is my computer got problem or the code got problem.
Allowance got cut,phone is dead and need to send for repair.
Why are all this happening to me!?
Sorry for those who i asked who are you went you message me because i need to change to a spare phone.XDD

2009-04-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

You think you know everything?!....NO!You do not know anything at all.Things is not as simple as what it seem.
Why do you want to take things from me!?You took my seat,you took my friends and you even took away my opportunity!What will you take away from me next?My life or what!?
"Different people have different life"and why must it just so that my life is like in the hell?Why your life is so great?
LOVE...
What is the thing that is missing that is makng me losing out to you?
I just hope that my life can change for the better.
All this is enough...enough...

back

2009-03-21T14:35:00.002+08:00

Wake up at 4 to catch today flight which so early la.No other choice cause the next flight will be 4 in the noon which is kinda late...finally,i brought a backpack.
Shopping during the first day then when for full-body massage for the second day.
I told him that i will be going for full-body massage as it is so relaxing then he say later the person massage my...
Oh ya,almost forgot.Try out S and P if you are going Thailand cause it is nice and i will eat it every time i go there.Try their sour and hot soup,taste sour when you taste it but you will only feel the spicy when you swallow it.
Yesterday when for leg massage.
That all to say,got to go and i will pass some of you bubble gum which i buy from there.

2009-03-18T11:57:00.000+08:00

yea...finally finish all my homework but i still have to revise for my test.
When school reopen,there will be math and biology test.
OMG...cant stand all this
Oh yea...life is full of up and down so everyone please treasure all the fun times you are having now.
Stay cheerful as always and pls remember to tag ok.

2009-03-18T11:08:00.000+08:00

Now at the airport about to go off soon.

2009-03-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today him and me was like taking crap.We were like saying that we like hannah montana and taylor swift.xbear is now under construction and is coming soon...cant wait.
When it is done you guys will be inform man.
Fail my english and chinese.
SAD MAN
Have to work harder for mid-year.

to ivan

2009-03-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

This is for ivan.I am sorry for the mrt thing.It is all my fault so there is no need for you to apologise me.

I am so outcast

2009-03-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

I feel that i am so outcast.Always being left alone during recess or other events.Being alone feel hurt.What more is that i even made my so called friends angry.School is about making friends and studying but i do not have much friends neither do i do well in my studies.