Went for a haircut today which cost me
$17.
...
Nothing much to talk about,
just hoping that this strange feeling will be gone.
Are we really drifting further and further away?
~E.D(End Post)~
The time now is 12:24 a.m and i am still awake,
it's sunday now...
Why is it that i am having this strange feeling in me?
Could it be because of love,friendship or what?
Since monday,i have always had this strange feelings in me.
Should i give it another try by asking her?
Better not as the answer is obvious...
~E.P(End Post)~
When you have done something wrong,
it will never change even you said sorry.
The wound may have heal but it will leave a scar there...
9 more days to spec course,
8 more days to sunday,
7 more days to saturday,
6 more days to getting back report book,
5 more days to getting bio test paper(if i am not wrong),
4 more days to math remedial(not sure have anot),
3 more days to tuesday,
2 more days to a new week in school,
1 more day to tomorrow...
Yesterday was fun,
stayed back till 6 plus...
And yea...many things is happenng around me.
If i would to ask her again,what will be her answer.
100% the same answer...
0% the answer will be different...
P.S~today will be sleeping late~ ~E.P(End Post)~
NAIL IN THE FENCE
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper.
His Father gave him a bag of nails
and told him that every time he lost his
temper, he must hammer a nail into the back
of the fence.
The first day the boy had
driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his
anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered
it was easier to hold his temper than to
drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the ! day came when the boy didn't
lose his temper at all. He told his father
about it and the father suggested that the
boy now pull out one nail for each day that he
was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally
able to tell his father that all the nails
were gone. The father took his son by the
hand and led him to the fence He said, "You
have done well, my son, but look at the
holes in the fence. The fence will never be
the same. When you say things in anger,
they leave a scar just like this one. You can put
a knife in a man and draw it out.
It won't matter how many times you say "I'm
sorry", the wound is still there. A verbal
wound is as bad as a physical one.
Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They
make you smile and encourage you to succeed.
They lend an ear, they share words of praise
and they always want to open their hearts to us."
Just a little story which most of you have heard before
~End post~ ~ ~may tomorrow be a better day for me
Slept at 12a.m plus then woke up at 8.
After that,went out...
Nothing much to say,
just keep it short.
Tomorrow have english test,
my worse sudject...how will i fair for it?
~end post~
I am alright now...back to cheerful again?
OMG!!!...spec course is on 7,8,9 and 10 of sep.
I wll have to miss 3 extra maths lesson and 3 biology lesson.
Even thought going for bio lesson is not compulsary,
I STILL WANT TO GO.
What's more is that mr.yeo is going to teach new chapter
and i will have to miss on that.
I have been sleeping late this week especially wednesday
I learnt all the 8 chapters in bio when i only need to learnt 4.
At that moment,i felt like a stupid...how will i fair for my bio?
Because of that,i slept at 12 plus...then woke up at 6 plus...
let the fate decides...that's the answer
~I shall end my post here then~ ~ ~ ~ ~
This whole week is just test,test and test again.
Next week is common test(test again).
To carry on living,we will have to expect the unexpected.
Just wish that the unexpected is not something that will bring my whole life down.
What can i say...treasure all the time you have,
we never know what will happen the next minute...or should i say next second
The chemistry test is just "great",
doing a test on a topic which i had never learn before.
For math test(2 question on graph),it's alright...
it's just that i do not have time to check my paper.
I wasted too much time on drawing the first graph,
I had to redo the first graph for 3 times.
~I shall end my post here~ XDD >.< :]
Time flies really fast when we are enjoying...
Why can't time just pause when we are enjoying?...
My whole life is down,
there is nothing i could do...
I can only wait,
waiting for meritcals to happen...
My heart is beating very fast when i want to tell you the truth...
but i do not have the courage to face the truth...
Even if i would to tell you the truth,
i know what will be your reply...
How worse can my life still get?...
Drops of tears dipping down...the feeling of sadness in within.
Feel like being back as how we are but each time you and him...makes me dont wanna get back to how it's like.
something so simple is now so complicating...
X.X Dont know what's going on now X.X